Thursday, December 15, 2005

"SURPRISE ATTACK!"

So shouted the ninja when he did a staelth attack. That defeats the entire purpose of stealth eh? So yeah, this wednesday or two days ago i confessed my... uh... liking for this girl. And she ended up smiling widely and laughing joyously with that I-know-you-do look. Here's a full recount.

There i was sitting in my chair when she came up to me smiling. I looked at her confusedly until she mentioned that i wanted to see her privately. Being me, i suddenly remembered and slapped myself in the forehead. I said sure and well, brought her (more like followed since she dragged me there) to somewhere with less people. And so she asked me "What was it?"
First thing i said: "Okay first of all, you looking good" and winked with a grin. She blushed and said thanks and smiled too.
2nd thing: "Okay, next thing is, would you like to go to a movie with me? My treat. Its beacuse well, i feel like you're unappreciated by me since you help a lot and i never say thanks or anything so... yeah." to which she started smiling again and laughed and said wait and see.
3rd: I looked over the railing looking at the mountains and the sky and for a moment there, imagined myself with long flowing hair and she behind me with the sunlight playing on my face. I spontaneously laughed at that and she looked at me as if i was sick and asked what. I said never mind that and said "Okay, now don't be scared or shocked but... i like you Najlaa.. a lot too." to which she replied "OH MY GOD!" and laughed joyously and smiled at me showing her pretty white teeth. I was shocked at THAT. I mean, i was expecting silence and akwardness and had the whole thing planned damn it!

So yeah, i started to say "Well, since the starting of sem 2 you kinda popped into my mind and some of the time i just can't stop thinking of your pretty face and all and well, its getting uncomfortable for me to keep silent and feeling guilty for always stealing glances at your face or when your working. I felt like a stalker so yeah, i had to tell you before you get any funny ideas" to which she smiled and laughed again and looked as if she was about to hug me... Anyway, at every interval i paused, she always asks "Anything else you want to say or ask?" and had that suggestive pose to her but i was a bit jittery so didn't notice it. She looked a bit disappointed when i finished my tale and well, she said wait and see. Yes people. Wait and see. What the hell right?

And so yeah, she said i'll have my reply on friday night. So its making me nervous... Somewhat anyway. If i get rejected, yeah it'll hurt but i'm alive and nothing beats that.. well, cept for living with a girl. Lol.

And so ends me tale here. Me have a quizzie tomo... day at four@three in the evening so I'LL BE BACK