Grrrh
Damn, i'm confused. Here's the thing.
1) Kamil and Yan are fighting real bad now. Of course, this story stays here ya dig? Anyway, its making me feel torn because i like both of them. I got dragged into this because, well... call me a sucker for girls in distress. Yan came crying to me (on the phone) and ranted to me bout him and all and asked my advices. You guys probably know how bad my advices are XP. Anyway, yeah i told her a few things i would've done. So far i've been calming her down but eh. She's still distressed and very sick too and she wants to make a trip to Kamil's college alone which i told her no since its dangerous for her to go alone. Anyway, she asked me to talk to Kamil. Thing is, i know its a sensitive issue and well, knowing me, i just asked Kamil bout Yan. Of course, he got irritated and told me dia mengada but no matter how he complains he still cares for her but what confuses me is if he can spend some time with me on the phone why not with Yan? This quarrel started because of that, Kamil not paying her enough attention. Sigh..
2) My assistant. Okay, here we go. There was this one day in IT classes where she sat next to me. Normally she'll sit in my row to the furthest left while i sat in the middle. Anyway, she sat next to me and i was cursing my luck for not being able to see since my glasses.... had problems... i lost the left lense in a drain... Shat up guys. I know you're laughing... Anyway, yeah, i was quite uncomfortable with that fact. Then she asked for my help and to do so i would've had to lean close. I leaned close enough to smell her perfume and feel her body heat. Plus, at this one point, she placed her hand on my hand on the mouse and held it there for a while. Of course, i was shocked! I looked at her and smiled nervously to which she returned that smile and as if realizing where her hands was, removed it. Later that night i tried to strike up a conversation by asking whether she was a vegetarian or not since she was slim (i was reminded of that by her english assignment topic) and meant it as a compliment. She said she had stuffs to do and was not a vege and said goodnight.
1) Could be that she's busy
2) Could be she's running low on credit
3) Could be... this is cliched but she could be afraid of her own feelings and what happened that day in IT lab or
4) Starting to hate my guts. Don't get started Bal.
Anyway, i don't think its the latter since she acted all friendly and helpful the next day. Sigh... Sarah, why do girls ALWAYS have to give mixed signals?
Grrh. Yeah, that's about it i guess. Unless of course if you want me to talk bout what i had for dinner and why my... lets stop there.
1) Kamil and Yan are fighting real bad now. Of course, this story stays here ya dig? Anyway, its making me feel torn because i like both of them. I got dragged into this because, well... call me a sucker for girls in distress. Yan came crying to me (on the phone) and ranted to me bout him and all and asked my advices. You guys probably know how bad my advices are XP. Anyway, yeah i told her a few things i would've done. So far i've been calming her down but eh. She's still distressed and very sick too and she wants to make a trip to Kamil's college alone which i told her no since its dangerous for her to go alone. Anyway, she asked me to talk to Kamil. Thing is, i know its a sensitive issue and well, knowing me, i just asked Kamil bout Yan. Of course, he got irritated and told me dia mengada but no matter how he complains he still cares for her but what confuses me is if he can spend some time with me on the phone why not with Yan? This quarrel started because of that, Kamil not paying her enough attention. Sigh..
2) My assistant. Okay, here we go. There was this one day in IT classes where she sat next to me. Normally she'll sit in my row to the furthest left while i sat in the middle. Anyway, she sat next to me and i was cursing my luck for not being able to see since my glasses.... had problems... i lost the left lense in a drain... Shat up guys. I know you're laughing... Anyway, yeah, i was quite uncomfortable with that fact. Then she asked for my help and to do so i would've had to lean close. I leaned close enough to smell her perfume and feel her body heat. Plus, at this one point, she placed her hand on my hand on the mouse and held it there for a while. Of course, i was shocked! I looked at her and smiled nervously to which she returned that smile and as if realizing where her hands was, removed it. Later that night i tried to strike up a conversation by asking whether she was a vegetarian or not since she was slim (i was reminded of that by her english assignment topic) and meant it as a compliment. She said she had stuffs to do and was not a vege and said goodnight.
1) Could be that she's busy
2) Could be she's running low on credit
3) Could be... this is cliched but she could be afraid of her own feelings and what happened that day in IT lab or
4) Starting to hate my guts. Don't get started Bal.
Anyway, i don't think its the latter since she acted all friendly and helpful the next day. Sigh... Sarah, why do girls ALWAYS have to give mixed signals?
Grrh. Yeah, that's about it i guess. Unless of course if you want me to talk bout what i had for dinner and why my... lets stop there.
posted by Garrion at 12:34 AM
3 Comments:
Uhh... Poor you... I... really dunno what to say, nor can I explain this bizarre phenomenon. =p
Well, it could be that she really didn't realize that her hand was on yours... =p
Or she might be genuinely busy. Credit? You mean she called you?
But... I really dunno. I mean ~I~ am pretty complicated for a girl who's 70% boyish and 30% girlish. Now you're dealing with a 90% girlish girl perhaps? =p I wouldn't know. As far as I know, everyone is complicated. And girls give mixed signals not because they want to confuse the guy, maybe they're just... I dunno, trying to protect or hide sumthin? Uh... I'm getting a headache. Is this the same girl yg you said wanted you to be her pretend boyfriend?
And bout Kamil and Yan, let them be Shah. Even though they're both good friends of yours, even if you're already partly dragged into their argument, it's not your place to help. They have to solve it themselves. Don't let them start depending on you to do it for them. Before you know it, both of them will start getting pissed with you and blame you and you'll lose both of them.
Love you lots and take care. Thanks for your comments =)
Because it's the rules. ZEY HAVE GOT TO CONTROL ZE PLATFORM, MR. SHAH.
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